Nudity: Another Satanic Weapon
I am a woman and 110% hetero (just like 'Suzane Voerdenberg', my fellow from college used to say: my masculine side is homosexual), so that I really really have horror of seeing naked women. Even so, every time I think of the figure of 'Eliane', from PGM/RJ, or Leinha or 'Hermolga' or 'Patricia Petersen' or 'Nicole Kidman', I associate them with trust, like I feel as if they are my team or will do things to help me out. Yet Leinha did not publish when her turn came in the story, crucial thing for us to succeed, and I 'found out' she killed my parents, split me from my 1/2 since birth, doing tons of atrocities to split our spirits and minds as well to us both, and so on (I had no memories when 'I made' the story in 2001 with 'Trevor Skinner'). I also 'found out' 'Eliane' had 'pressed against me' and had also made others do the same (no memories in 2001, same deal). Even after I 'find out' these things, I still speak to them and try to get their help when they come to the device and my mind still believes they are my friends somehow.
I then analyzed all and concluded that the reason behind this all is that they all got naked before me, like I then associate them with angels (those appear naked), since they didn't attack me physically as they 'flashed' or exhibited their bodies in full (Nicole, Hermolga and Leinha) or almost in full (Eliane) in a prolonged manner, as if they expected no result with that, always during a conversation or pretending to be acting (in the case of Nicole, since she repeated the scene from her play). In the same way Leinha locks eyes with 'Rogerio', which I now know was an attack (back then I just felt as if), something similar to the serpent's charming in India, they lock us in a conversation: I am now sure they get trained in these things as well.
Basically, the target feels entrapped, like the conversation seems to be so natural and you feel that you must keep the eyes on them as they speak. That image is then associated with good things somehow, things that make you have feelings of trust. I now think it is because we think that the person is 'exposing their soul' to us like that, like showing who they actually are, what doesn't make any sense, since you are sure they would do that to anyone else, so that there is obviously no spiritual feeling of sincerity or openess connected to the gesture. In fact, they are able to do all things I here describe they have done, so that they are the worst liars, deceivers and manipulators of all. I am however upset with myself, since my mind keeps on perceiving them as helpful just because of that. I then do think that nudity should be something we keep for our wife or husband with exclusivity: it does play a lot with our minds. Of course we have other things that help them 'handle' us, such as 'Patricia' being a Sexology professor, Leinha working with taxation and 'Eliane' working at Procuratorship.
A person who goes naked in front of everyone else, so in a play, movie, show or others, is definitely the last person you should be trusting or relying on on earth: they are so 'free' that giving their bodies/their intimacy does not make them be any closer to the other person emotionally or spiritually, like they can control all their being to an extreme. If I go naked in front of someone, I already think we will have sex, so that I feel that that is a way to sex. In their case, it doesn't matter, like the boss of crime tells them to get naked, they do, immediately. They are bosses as well sometimes. Basically, I feel as if I am asking for sex, I am involving the person in my sexuality, when I get naked in front of them. The people who do that, though (some men also do it), never think of the other, so that it never crosses their mind that the other person may have feelings, like, if they do, they will find a way of sorting out and perhaps all of them kill, just like Leinha as well, like with their hands and being helped by the group so that they collect corpses and so on. If I get naked in front of someone on a voluntary basis, I am also thinking they are entitled to expect me to have sex with them, so that they may attack me if I refuse and I then also fear that. I also don't want anyone who is not my 1/2, my hubbie, to see me naked, like that is part of 'my love', like I only show my private parts to him, if possible more than that too, like they are special parts, that God asked Adam and Eve to cover after there was sex on earth. It is the house of my spirit: it is not just a body. Good women feel ashamed if a person who is not their husband sees any part of their private parts or even other parts, if outside of the beach or pool, so say the top of the line of the butt, or even proximity of the genitalia (micro skirts or dresses), because they believe that all has sexual implications, it is as if they are giving permission for a sexual feeling to appear in the mind of the other person but sex and arousal should be only with their husbands.
So, I had concluded they flashed in front of their targets but then I remembered these other occasions with some of them where they show even everything to everyone and I then go: then everyone is a target. Indeed, they want us to have that same idic thinking that I had with those particular women: that of trusting them, counting on them, thinking they are useful or can be and so on. They are, to the end, the worst deceivers. 'Nicole' appeared several times saying she wanted to help me more than 'Tom', that she genuinely wanted to be my friend (and again it is actually a lot of struggle and sacrifice for me even to remember the so much she did to me and him entire life as I hear that). Leinha appeared countless times saying 'sister' in my head, like that she is a true sister for me...it is disgusting! Rio de Janeiro started this manner of having naked women on TV and in the press after the mulattos came up with the story that they were the typical physical type of Rio de Janeiro. They then printed in our minds the image of a mulatta completely naked and shaking (carnival woman from nowadays) as national symbol, so perhaps the message that they print in our minds with that is this is the type of people we value, therefore that you should trust.
We then see, now logically, different from the past, when it would be religiously, that all those porn things and magazines should indeed be over. That is a weapon of mass destruction, not only 'entertainment'.
As I wrote this and thought a bit further, I remembered that I started my sexual awakening when reading O Vampiro de Curitiba by Dalton Trevisan, a book I got at a book fair that happened inside of the library of my Catholic College. I now realize that the marginal had extreme 'love' for me, like they loved me as much as they could, like they did what they thought they could be doing to soften the impact of whatever they did and were doing to me as I grew up under their care: That would have been 'Lea Maria'. She thought I got a lot traumatized with the rape perpetrated by 'my father' when I was about '5yo'. I wonder what made her think so, like how she would have developed any understanding of feelings being the psychopath she initially was, so that I now think it was because I immediately asked for police, like as soon as she collected me from the 'place of the rape' (I also now wonder how I had this name as reference, 'police', and the only thing I can think of is subconsciousness, since we had that episode involving police at the masonry in Sydney by 1972. They had wiped off my memories, though. 'Veronica' also would never have been told about police and she asks me to get police for her when she was raped by 'Braganca'. Do we come with this knowledge from the spiritual life? Perhaps our actual parents pass that to us via spirit?).
I am sure they had not planned to give me phase out after the rape, but felt obliged to after I insisted with 'Nelson' as well that they had to talk with the police. They wiped my memories off, so why bother, right? Yet they were sure, and so are we, that things go to the soul, so that we need to remove the trauma from the soul. One of my roles in the group was sexual slave, so that she would be worried about getting me to be as good as I could be there and feel like having sex. That was extremely kind because they could have done things in the way they did to Leinha, like simply appear in voice in my head and say you are never going to be able to prove you are bugged and the most you are going to get, if you complain, is mental hospital. If you don't do what I am saying, I can press buttons and kill you immediately or give you any type of disease or injury.
Well, the thing is that this book really takes away the trauma with sex and still gives you desire, since I was raped from behind (when I was fully awake, like we did get raped before quite a few times but I was always on 'off', so with phase out. He got worse in that case, like once they made me hear him complaining that it was hurting and they let me know all they did: that would have been 'Danny Gil' (they showed his image in my head or I saw him entering the house), who did him from behind. I suffered quite a lot from under him, where I was, at the Enmore house, yet I couldn't move or anything (not sure as to why I was sure I couldn't move, but, according to the marginal, we would be less than 5yo back then). The next person who gave me a chance of saying something, so who entered my bug and I noticed, was a girl, who sounded as a native Australian white person, I think I saw her image in my head as well. I then begged her to please go and give him the love I couldn't give and then to please kiss him a lot, stay with him a little. She apparently did what I asked) and the story seems quite real, as if the author has indeed had sex with all those women and they all loved it. It really involves you. It makes you think there are special positions and things a man can do to release your sexual energy.
In one of the many interactions in the book, if I remember well, a woman was on public transport and he is there too. He observes her and follows her home. She is then opening the door when he grabs her from behind, like he gives her no way out of the lock and grabs her tits with some violence and she then succumbs, basically. I now realize that was to say sex can be like that: with complete strangers, males whose faces you never saw and so on. Even so, pleasant for you, something you would think was an adventure or something. I now realize that was the same as Islam/having the State supporting rape: obviously that we need to see faces, converse, get involved and, if not falling in love, be ready to live with the person we have sex with, since that is the right thing, the only way humans can be happy and be kind to society. Anyway, that book is one more tool to weaponize women. It does take away the trauma with rape and still makes the woman enjoy sex with strangers, though.
I then realize that is the same thing that men go through in Brazil and perhaps in quite a few other places: like Jesus taught, in parables, then parables about sex. They don't really need porn or magazines. I am sure they are told about many buttons the woman can press on them (biological buttons) and many more things they can do to get them to have an arousal. What happens to the good person who is subjected to that sort of brainwashing is that, if they are with the 'advertised wonder', so say Dalton Trevisan or the alike or 'Veronica' (the second one), and they don't get the arousal or expected sexual pleasure, is that they think they have some mental or physical problem, so that your mind changes from that being worst possible aggression/violence to most wanted thing and, instead of wishing for denouncing it at the police station or to whomever you can, you are now ready to run the 'mea culpa' sequence, so that you'll go Scientology, Psychology and whatever else can 'fix you', as the people who 'sinned' in the past could be doing, so those who simply disrespected the 'holy' priest or nun somehow.
That is then the banalization of crime/violence. The marginal will tell you: you just have to get used to it, that sometimes happens, try this one instead, for instance. This one is much greater than the other one, like if they are talking about experts in sex. 'Alexandre' mentions techniques for oral sex and indeed I have watched male porn, like male with males, since I really don't like women, and those men, from the porn, do seem to put a lot of effort into it, like they suck for a really long time, and have deep throats, where they seem to be able to fit anything for any amount of time, so even biggest dicks (they have some that are meters long, though, those I am sure they cannot do them). The good woman, so far, is unable to do that sort of thing (perhaps, after Marcia Hope, they will be able to do anything in bed if they so want or they don't mind doing that one more sacrifice for their husbands, if they request, like we plan on having that as an item of the menu for the device in the centrals, so a program). Yet, 'Alexandre' would have been around with all those and is still doing 'my story' to the last drop of possible hope (I have insisted with him, since the beginning of his go, that I didn't want him to do that anymore (like I simply didn't have my memories and I therefore didn't know he was a usurper or my him was my him or anything else and I am getting physically injured, perhaps permanently, what I did not really predict in that 2001), but, as it would be expected from any marginal, now I know, he doesn't care, doing the story will bring more losses to human kind, to me and to my coupleship, so that he prefers that. However, I must also say that I go finding out things as it goes and some things make me hesitate or wonder, such as the times 'Tom' failed, like before I found out about his MPD, and finally about his multiples, so that 'Alexandre' might think he is listening to my thoughts/deepest feelings in those moments and helping to best, like there could be an actual chance I have been manipulated through the bug to have those feelings for 'Tom' and 'Tom' might be as evil as 'Rogerio' said he was, so he might have fed those feelings in me for spurious purposes. I know it is not true and I do believe my actual twin is still alive and is one of the 'Toms' plus my physical injury or even the possibility of me getting physically injured would be enough for the good man to stop doing the story and simply save me but we still have me begging him to stop all the way through, like they go removing any trace of 'Tom' from my body/brain, like even perception of 'his' presence, because it is then his belief that each one of the removed items could have been criminally added by the marginal to my being), like he really wants me sort-of-thing, and I definitely am unable to do those things without him telling me 'that is not the right way', like 'that is not the way they do it, basically'. I then believe that even those men, who are so 'schooled', understand the difference between one thing and another and seem to prefer things God's ways, therefore spiritual connection, not only carnal. Yet, the good man should not really have those wishes/be into these perversions: God said a man should get a wife by the time of the first ejaculation. We think the female and male babies should be given a companion male or female baby (like we should make coupleships happen, one male for one female, one female for one male) instead. If the coupleship does not work, we swap the mate, yet each kid should be given a mate of the same age and oposite gender all the way through, so that they can touch each other and find out their own things as well as develop coupleship as it goes.
The marginal trivializes crime/violence and brainwashes us with things that feed the feeling of hate of one gender against the other because they exist in multiples and do replacements, so that they want the wife or husband not to pay too much attention to the husband or wife. I noticed that Rogerio2 was not Rogerio1. They had to fix it via bug...if you are faithful, you've done things right, pure heart, clean soul, Jesus is in you, you will notice at a certain stage. Perhaps it is true that you can only pay attention to others to that level of detail if you have a true coupleship as well, so that the marginal does that because of their system, which they wish for preserving. The reason as to why the book is not good to use to de-traumatize women who were raped is because they will become either promiscuous or into satanism, like they will be radicalized: it is going to be a war between men and women, not love or friendship. Sex like that incites hate in society, absence of care, etc. The man doesn't know you but sex is possible and good that way, both happy with that sort of thing, so that the only people who may care about you for real are those of the same gender. It is then natural that you start hating the other gender somehow, like you are now thinking of ways to dominate the other gender, to manipulate them more than they manipulate you, like they literally press buttons and say that even without the devices those buttons could be pressed, like it is your biology. Indeed, I learned that men have erections while the medical doctor sinks his finger in their anus to make a certain exam, and I think that is an exam to check on prostate cancer. Not only this sort of abuse has to be stopped at any expense (the damn exam, absurd, there are obviously other ways) but I now believe the button that made their penis go up was actually from the bug in their heads, so that the marginal uses even this sort of plot to create brainwashing/rhetoric that will feed their satanic system and terrorism.
I would like to observe that many women would also like their husbands to know more about sex and, despite the rhetoric and generalized brainwashing, what I most saw in life is women who are sexually dissatisfied in their marriage, so that men are the ones who really seem to be failing there: I would say it is usually about frequency (not enough sex, like I said I would like to have sex at least once a day when I spoke to Trevor and a few in that 2001, yet that seemed to be a mark that sounded absurd to most couples and men, so that I felt a bit terrorist, like outside of the pot at that stage. Now I know I was indeed satanized. When God is present, we don't think of things like that, like Mathematics does not really apply to life) but there are also other factors, such as technique. Some women might enjoy annal sex and I know there is a right way of doing it, when it does not hurt or injure our anus (some might bleed or be unable to use the sphincter for a while after that) or anything and the vagina feels the same pleasure as the anus or very close, yet most men don't know that. We can then do adequate research, perhaps for the first time in human history, during Marcia Hope (another couple will manage this part of the show), and produce bug items for sex also for the men. The good woman, however, would also not be into perversion, so that the anus would be to poo and the mouth to eat only, like each piece of the body with what it was designed for...
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